It was so surreal and almost make-believe that I discounted the fact that it actually happened. And just like that, my ‘date with destiny’ came and went.
How more hardcore fans remain satisfied with such a short-lived encounter I can never fathom. I, too, quietly gasped when he made his appearance; laughed harder than necessary at his antics; gave him my undivided attention, even when he played the occasional peripheral role; applauded and yelled when he took his bow… But the similarities stop there.
I am a ‘not enough’ person. I sat four rows from the front, within 20 metres from the stage - not near enough. I saw Zheng Yuan Chang in person (he is as statuesque and easy on the eyes as I’d expected, but my judgment is dangerously skewed) - not drawn out enough. I snapped two pictures - not personal enough.
Momentary glee from autographs and photographs becomes overshadowed by the rude realisation that he will be unable to distinguish one screaming girl from the next, not to mention his inevitable leave – why bother? My ego cannot withstand this degree of bruising.
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February 2, 2009 at 11:55
Then, it would be embarrassing to admit that my arsenal for that night also included two pairs of binoculars and a black marker for autographs (the programmes were free).
You misunderstand, babe – the girls got into trouble; they didn’t get me into trouble.
February 2, 2009 at 09:15
(: I thought the pics you managed to snag were pretty good, considering that it’s kinda illegal to snap shots in the Esplanade. Hur. Man, I’ll never forget the sound of your voice when I called you. Bloody priceless. I have to say, it’s been a long time since I’ve heard you so excited over a guy. (: Love muchies. See you this week! Can’t wait! (:
February 2, 2009 at 10:42
I would have snuck more, but the two girls behind me got into trouble, so I had to keep my camera. Like I mentioned, I cannot believe the moment passed me by so fast and I almost forgot to savour it.
See you soon!
February 2, 2009 at 11:51
They’re probably jealous coz you BROUGHT a camera. Tsk. I will kick their tiny teenage butts.
February 2, 2009 at 12:44
Oooh. Right. Laughs. You are highly skillful then, Laotong. The photos were super clear! (: You should be a spy. Laughs.